Life isn't fair....

I almost never blog at 11 at night, but tonight is an exception.

I talked to Josh earlier. Don't ask me why this bothers me, but....he's bringing a date to my brothers wedding. It was like a jab in the heart. I guess it's because I didn't want to be the only one without a date there, and now I am. I thought we had agreed that we would be each others date when I told him about the wedding and he agreed to be a groomsmen. He said he was afraid I was going to be mad. I think I played it off rather well. I said "I don't care if you bring a date. Why would I be mad?" He knows me too well. He knows I'm disappointed.

I think it's because I don't like being lonely or the 3rd wheel on a date with some friends. For once I'd like to have a date, DARN IT! I know I haven't been out of the world of dating for long (8 months to be exact). But, being single SUCKS.

Enough of my rant, I have to get up on the morning so I'm going to bed.
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