Alright, things are getting better. After my post on Thursday night, I decided to calm down and think things out. I was awake all night with a severe case in insomnia. It was horrible. I had no inclination to get up and go to work on Friday, so I called in. Mom and I made a 'mental health day' of it. I called Duncan at work around 9:30 and asked him if he minded meeting me for lunch. We had a really nice lunch and talked a little bit about things that have been going on. I let him know that him talking to his ex was equivalent to me talking to Michael and I know he would not like that at all. He agreed, and I believe we have her out of the picture. I looked at her MySpace page this morning and from her headline reading 'I love Jeremy' I can see she's already over it. Amazing. I don't think the poor child has a clue about love and relationships.

Last night he had a 'guys night', they went to ArenaCross and from what his mom tells me, got home pretty late. I need to take my promise ring and drop it off to get sized today. I lost 2 pounds last week, and apparently it all came from my ring finger. I can't keep the darn thing from sliding half way down my finger or turning around. I just called his house to see if he was awake so I could swing by to pick up they warranty paperwork for it. He's still sleeping. I'm going to shower, clean up around here a bit and make my way down there. We're supposed to spend a quiet night in tonight. I'm going to cook dinner and we're going to lay in bed and watch a movie. I love spending time with him and hopefully this never ends!

I'm glad things are looking up. Mom thinks he just got a serious case of 'cold feet' and the ex just had good timing. I'm willing to bet its the same thing.

Hope your all having a great weekend. I'm leaving you with one of our many Christmas pictures.

~Ash