It's Amazing!

Wow! I've had the greatest last couple of days ever!

Sunday was just as good as Saturday, if not better. We spent the entire day together, then went to my parents house for supper. Once we got back to his house, I visited for a little while then headed out the door. He followed behind me and when we got to my car he said 'I know I might taste like a cigarette, but I really want to kiss you right now'. I about melted right there. (Dumb, I know). It was cute because he was like asking to kiss me. Adorable.

Yesterday I was like in puppy love mode all day. I knew I wasn't going to get to see him last night so all day at work I was in a crappy mood. It ended up that I got out of class early so I called him and stopped there to visit him on the way home. Last night ended up like Sunday night, except this time he didn't mention tasting like a cigarette. :)

Tonight he's coming to my house and we're going to walk when I get home, then eat some dinner and watch our favorite shows. I like Gilmore Girls, but he says he's going to sleep while I watch it, then at 9 we're watching House, which is his favorite show.

It's so nice having someone to spend time with.

I've yet to 'break' the news to Michael, but I'm pretty sure I will get that done tonight. He left me a message at 9 this morning that said "I'm out of town with work, but once I get in town tonight we need to talk. I'll call you around 9 or 9:30". The good thing is that Duncan will be with me so I will get my opportunity to tell him infront of Duncan so Duncan will know I'm serious. I have a feeling Michael already knows. His sister called me last night and asked me flat out what was going on between me and Duncan and I told her the truth. I asked her not to mention anything to him, to let me do it- but I'm sure she didn't listen.

I'm taking steps in getting him out of my life. I ordered some digital prints in 5x7's today to replace our prom pictures in the hallway. I hope to get them changed out before Duncan gets to the house tonight. I'm also putting all his stuff in a paper box and sending it to my Mom's house so that he has to go there and get it and I don't have to have any awkard meeting with him to return his stuff. It feels so liberating to be done with this hectic relationship and to be with someone who truly cares about me.

Wish me luck tonight!
Ash