Lots to do...

I have sooo much to do. Don't we all with the holidays lurking around the corner. I haven't even opened my planner in the last week, I fear I will be filled with disappointments of stuff I didn't get done!

Saturday night was great. Duncan came over and hung out with me, and on Sunday we shopped all day. It was a fun, relaxing weekend. To answer Fantastagirl's comment on my last post: He named a specific female. Thanks for the wishful thinking. However, this weekend while we were in Wal-Mart, the girl that was cutting keys for us was flirting with him. When we walked away I mentioned it to him and he said "I would tell her I wasn't single if it made a difference to you." He certainly knows how to get me to shut up, I had no idea what to say.

I got into it this morning with my Mom. Apparently she doesn't like the idea of me dating Duncan. She is pretty much against me telling Michael to beat it and going for Duncan. She pretty much told me that I needed to quit hanging out with Duncan because people were going to think I was trashy. Whatever! I don't care what she thinks. She has no idea what it's like to be deceived by someone you thought was your "soulmate". I realize now that I hang out with Duncan how I deserve to be treated, and I don't think I could trade that for being treated like shit ever again. She would rather see me miserable without Michael, then happy with Duncan. I haven't even heard from Michael since Sunday when he got his cell phone from me, which is a whole other story.

He left his phone at my house on Thursday when he was over. I didn't go home until late Friday night, and I wasn't around much on Saturday. On Sunday he called Duncans house looking for Duncan and Duncan's mom informed him that Duncan stayed with me on Saturday night and hadn't made it home yet. He called me several times, but my phone was in the car and I was not. When I called him back on the number he called me from I didn't get an answer. When Duncan and I got to his house on Sunday morning, his mom informed us that Michael had called and what she told him. She said it was obvious that he wasn't happy with hearing that Duncan stayed with me. I called his Dads cell phone and his brother answered. He told me where I could find Michael and again he said that Michael was looking for Duncan. On the way to the mall, Duncan and I stopped where he was to drop off his phone. I thought I got out without having to see or talk to him, however he heard us pull up and came walking out. He only talked to Duncan about something he was working on and we left. Thats the last time I saw him.

I'm not even going to get into how much time I spend with Duncan versus how much time I spend with Michael. It's a matter of principle. I deserve to be treated better, and I shouldn't take any less- especially when I have someone standing infront of me that treats me like gold. Even though I'm not clear on his intentions, I will take my chances.

We're supposed to go running after work tonight, but I still have no voice. I think running may be out, however we may walk a mile or 2. I need the exercise. I don't have big plans for Thanksgiving. Today is my last day at work until the 27th, which will be a nice break. I'm going to lay around my house all day tomorrow and finish up some Statistics homework that needs to get done. Unfortunately, I have class tomorrow night and I don't want to miss it. On Thursday I will probably go to Duncans to visit for a bit, then my family is going out to eat. I can probably talk Duncan into going with us for that too. I can almost guarentee you that I will not see Michael at all.

I don't plan on doing any shopping on Friday, I hate crowds. Duncan has to work, and I promised him I would come meet him for lunch. Other then that, I don't have any big plans. It's going to be nice to have the time to catch up on my school work and prepare for the end of the semester.

I've signed up for my last class to complete my degree, which means I will be graduating with my AA in May 2007! I'm taking 1 other class next semester that will count towards my BA. I'm so excited to finish one part of my degree, it's going to feel great to walk across that stage in May!

Hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving!
Ashley